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Little Diddy

How annoying that I feel the need to write about this silliness. But anyways…

When I was like 14, 15, 16, living in New York, I had a bunch of different friends from different crowds, who lived in various towns on Long Island. I had a crew of hip-hop friends in this one town. We were close, even though I was more of a rocker chick, maybe because we all smoked a lot of weed. But whenever they met a rocker type of guy, they would introduce me to him so we could hang out and date or whatever, since everyone else in the crew was all “yo yo yo.”

Anyway, there was this one guy I dated for several months. We got along really well; like, we were best friends who also had great sex. And we smoked a hellovalotta weed. My dad used to drive me over to the guy’s apartment (where he lived with his parents) on his Harley, which made me feel cool. I have actually tried to reconnect with him before, like in my early 20s, but nothing came of it.

So last night (mind you, like 17 years have passed since I hung out with this guy), I dreamed of him. In the dream, we reconnected and there was some kind of interesting dynamic and situation. I won’t get into the details of the dream’s situation, but one part was me reminding him of a time we actually had that was kind of funny:

In order to go buy cigs, we had to walk from where he lived, through a forest, to the store that sold the smokes. People didn’t card you as much back then. Anyway, there was this older guy, in his 20s or 30s, hanging out in the woods. He was totally fucked up on cocaine or something, but we managed to understand that he was asking us if we were going to get cigs, and was telling us that he wanted us to go pick him up a pack. He was going through this pile of tissues and stuff on the ground looking for his money, lol, but there wasn’t any money there. He could barely talk; kept stuttering. But we had seen him normal before, so we knew he was just fucked up on something.

And he just kept obsessively going through this pile in which there *obviously* wasn’t any money for smokes. We tried telling him that we would get him smokes and he could pay us back later, but every time we tried, he would be like, “wait wait wait wait wait” and continue fucking with the pile.

Finally, I said really slowly, like I was speaking to a mentally deranged child, something like, “LISTEN… WE. ARE. GOING. TO. GO. DOWN. THERE. *points* TO. GET. SMOKES. NOW… WE. WILL. GET. SOME. FOR. YOU… STAY. HERE.

And the guy I was with started cracking up, like he couldn’t believe I was doing that. He was actually kind of scared that I was doing that, like I’d make the coke guy flip out on us or something. But the guy on coke just stared at me, all bewildered and lost, before going back to fucking with his pile.

Okay… now that that’s out of the way.

I looked up the guy I dated online and found him and messaged him! Let’s see if he writes back.

 

 

“Anal Whore Hypno” MP3

Anal Whore Hypno

This hypnosis / humiliation mp3 is based on a request:

i saw Your tweet about mp3 requests. i’d love to see (well, hear!) a small penis humiliation hypnosis mp3, reinforcing how inadequate the listener and their penis is, and how they can orgasm only through anal penetration (and if they have permission).

They can diddle sometimes, except that when they get permission to make squirties, they aren’t allowed to cum by diddling their clitties (because Real Men cum with their cocks, and the listener certainly isn’t a real man with a real cock).

The only way the listener is allowed to make squirties is if they do it from receiving anal sex (either by sex with a Real Man, or dildos). No diddling during the anal, it’s only possible to cum from the penetration. If they can’t cum from penetration alone, too bad!

Goddess Lycia induces you into a very deep, relaxing state of trance. You become vulnerable, suggestible, and completely open as the soft, serene music accompanies Goddess’ velvet voice, drawing you more and more deeply into a state of utterly euphoric susceptibility.

Once you are emotionally open and as fully entranced as humanly possible, Goddess deeply ingrains into your brain how completely inadequate your way-too-small-to-please-a-woman “penis” is. She really rams it into your mind, that you are absolutely and positively incapable of ever pleasing a woman with your giggle stick, and that the only way you can ever achieve orgasm is through ANAL PENETRATION.

As you lie there in your trance, your subconscious mind absorbing all of this painfully humiliating and honest information, you will also be hearing the laughter of women and men, which will cause you the desire to cry combined with the desire to cum. Basically, you will be feeling more and more helpless and emotionally beaten down, but your “penis” will be getting more and more sexually aroused, your little ballzies more full, heavy, and desperate to release. Too bad the only way you can cum is if you get permission from a Domme and then fuck your ass, lol. 29:15 mins. for $29.99

Includes: erotic hypnosis, humiliation, small penis humiliation, anal penetration, orgasm denial, cuckolding

Listen to a sample HERE.

Purchase through:

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I Like This Person

$550 in tributes alone this month, not to mention all the erotic hypnosis mp3s and fetish clips he has been buying. Yes, he has a female name, but I guess he prefers to be addressed as a male. I’ve been able to shoot him an e-mail here and there over the past 2-3 weeks to say “thank you” and “keep it up,” but I’ve also been really busy.

Anyways, there is an example of someone serving a purpose; making Goddess’ life easier so that she can play instead of work all the time. I kiss!

I’ll Take Control, Baby

It’s okay baby, don’t be shy. I’ll take control; I always do.

 

 

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A Fun Time, A Frightening Time, Your Salvation, Your Demise.

~Goddess Lycia~

 

Happy Goddess

“Extraordinary,” by Jill Tracy

Oh my dear, you runneth over
With your cup of convoluted wares.
The Aftermath is sinking lower.
The perfect pales beyond compare.

Your garden’s rushing to my head now.
Your guise will leave no stone unturned.
I’m paralyzed by your concoction.
Your sleight of hand keeps all my fingers burned.

I’ve searched the holy books and I’ve dogeared every page.
I’ve stolen secrets from a sorcerer’s own sage.
Although a connoisseur of fine legerdemain.
I’ve just one word for you.

Extraordinary.

You’re open to interpretation.
Like the trap door underneath your tousled throne.
And I’m engaged and I’m enraged and I’m enchanted.
With this little bit of magic I’ve been shown.

I’ve searched the holy books and I’ve dogeared every page.
I’ve stolen secrets from a sorcerer’s own sage.
Although a connoisseur of fine legerdemain.
I’ve just one word for you.

Extraordinary.
Extraordinary.
Extraordinary.

And I’ve searched the holy books and I’ve dog-eared every page.
And I’ve stolen secrets from the sorcerer’s own sage.
And, I’m rendered speechless in my pretty little rage.
But I’ll save one word for you:

Extraordinary.
Extraordinary.
Extraordinary.
Extraordinary …

Financial Domination – Goddess Worship

Art, Goddess Worship, Etc.

Here is a little preview of some of my collages which are in the mostly-finished stage.

I seriously plan to make over 100 of them. It’s my new obsession; I can’t get enough of making them! When I got my bad asthma that first night in Italy, I automatically decided to quit smoking. And then I automatically thought of painting as something to replace the habit with. But what I didn’t know was what my *vision* would be. I had no clue if I could stick to one particular “look” or “genre” of art. I mean, I can paint and draw realistically, but I also enjoy surrealism and abstract art. Well, whatever my collages are; that’s my “look.” Not that I won’t ever paint realistic images; I have always loved sketching portraits, in particular. But I will probably have to work my portraits into pretty little mixed-media collages! The prospect is simply irresistible (like the song, and the video, from the 80s).

Btw, that video is one of my first experiences falling in love with LIPSTICK!

In other news, say hi to my friend Mistress Rapscallion over at Goddess Worship. I first came across her in circa 2001 on LiveJournal. Neither of us were doing online domination yet (at least not professionally). But anyway, we had the same interests in the “interests” area of our profiles, to like a *great* extent. It was almost scary. So I asked her to me my friend, and we added each other on messenger, too. We conversed a lot about magick, which was a spiritual interest. She made pretty personal websites and wrote some pretty deep stuff, and I was like, “Woah, fellow Goddess.”

Several years later, like in 2009 or something, we found each other again in the financial domination community online. I was like *HUG.* Idk, she is just like a soul sister or something.

Speaking of Goddess Worship, I made a short promo clip for it:

It’s a very special site; more special than I even anticipated. Now I understand why my mind and body were in such a tornado about creating it. I feel like the site is sexy, yet also spiritual in nature. If I think of all the Goddesses on that site, and if I think of them at the same time, I feel this kind of soft storm. Like the winds are blowing in a certain way because we were brought together. I think we are creating a sort of magick, speaking of that interest.

I have to go to the doctor for a bi-yearly check-up, which I hate, lol. But later today I have a date with my special guy friend. We always have a lovely time. Usually we drink, but this time I am not going to, because drinking really makes me want to smoke. And I am not going to smoke. Can you believe that some asshole commented on my vlog, “You’ll smoke again.” The one where I said I quit smoking. How rude, and mean. I rejected the comment, of course. Anyway, he wishes. I am not going to be like Nanna was. And I won’t go into detail about how Nanna was until you smoking fetishists piss me off enough to really come at you with the dirty facts.

I may or may not have time for a Femdom phone session or two after the doctor and before my date. As always, find my availability on the Phone Domination page.

*kiss*

Kinky Kinky

So buah and I went to a play party (kinky/fetish/bdsm- -for those who don’t know) this weekend, which was a lot of fun. Of course I always get dressed up for play parties; most people do (especially females). I wore my new couture Bettie Page polka-dot stockings from Secrets in Lace, which was totally my favorite part of my outfit.

The highlight of the night was the latex vac bed that buah made only a few hours before we went. It was the first vac bed he ever made, and it worked well! A few different people tried it out, and I must say I became rather aroused.

At first I just flipped the vacuum switch and took pictures. Later on, when buah went in for a second round, I touched him and teased him and stuff.

I already knew I had a bondage fetish and a latex fetish, but for some reason “vac beds” just never stood out to me as an “must have” thing. I figured they must be big and cumbersome, as well as expensive. I just didn’t want to bother. But omg it really was SO HOT watching the latex tighten more and more, showing the form of the subjects’ bodies more fully. Knowing they were completely trapped and immobile, objectified and on display. WOW. I got seriously aroused.

Anyway, I have come across some amazing new treasures (found objects) to work into the collage series I am currently obsessing about. The collages are so unique! I might have to have them in a gallery somewhere before I sell them. But first I actually have to complete a decent number of them!

And what was the other thing I wanted to say? Let me think. Vac bed, collages… OH. I came up with a definition of “Goddess Worship” as it pertains to the Goddess Worship site. Go to the “About” page to see it. I imagine the definition will evolve in the future, but it’s at least something. Special thanks to stage of Hypnosis Animations for recommending I create a definition, and to Capitalistic Blonde – Financial Domination Goddess for being a total Muse.

The rest of this month is going to be pretty busy for me. I don’t know what’s up with June; so annoying. So call me when you see me available. *kiss*

 

Tributes, Vacations, Caution

Always remember your true purpose: to serve and please Goddess Lycia to the best of your ability at all times.

A Swarovski Crystal Oceanic Pendant is on its way to me from holes.

And from monkeycow, coming to me are some earrings, a Guerlain Lipstick, and a travel guide to Bermuda. My laptop is on its way, too.

I know it seems totally early to plan a trip that isn’t until next summer, but I am uncertain whether or not anyone will be joining. I have some “maybes,” as it stands right now. And the way I am, if I am going to a foreign island alone, I could use a full year to mentally prepare myself. Additionally, it will give me something to look forward to during my Darkest Hours, knowing that I will be experiencing a place so beautiful.

You will see me post Bermuda-related things in my journal over the next year, in order to prepare myself and get psyched up about it, as well as to psyche up (and inform) the Dommes who might be joining me 🙂

The burglary and certain experiences in Italy have really made me sharp and more aware, but I am also more cautious of what I share online. Honestly, I am afraid of mentioning even the *month* during which I might be traveling, or to say if I will ever be away from my house. I am even getting a little weird about having so many images of myself online, and that I post the gifts and (impressive) tributes I receive. It’s a shame, but you really have to be careful.

I am still going to share my experiences, but I am also just going to be much more conscious of what is going on around me, and keep certain information on the down-low. For the most part, you will read or hear about my travel experiences and my attendance at certain events *after* they have already happened, which makes sense anyways.

Did some fun sessions on NiteFlirt and TalkSugar this week, and plan to do more next. Am totally proud of my latest lipstick fetish clip!

*kissies*

“Lipstick Domme” Video

Lipstick Domme

This Femdom lipstick fetish clip was based on a request:

I was wondering whether you do custom clips. I would absolutely love to have one made for me 🙂 I was thinking maybe 6-8 minutes lipstick fetish clip. You sensually put a very dark lipstick on (maybe dark red or black) and you slowly lick your lips and bite your lips throughout the clip. You say how weak I am for you and how I will fall for you and become a good slave/pay puppet.

Fetishes include: lipstick fetish, dark lipstick, lip-licking, lip-biting, seduction, manipulation, financial domination. 9:22 mins. for $12.99

You can purchase it through the following places:

~ NiteFlirt ~ Clips4Sale ~