Good day, all!
Let’s start off with my latest collage, “Love is a Gun.”
I got the little gun from a friend’s treasure collection (he has a kid), and painted it pink like five months ago. For about five months, the canvas sat in my spare room, with just the pink gun and the upper lace strip glued on. Actually, I messed with it once… put a purple-painted army guy on it and the words “Fight Censorship,” but it looked dumb.
Anyway, last night I completed the collage in a totally random, spur-of-the-moment burst of “I is going to finish.” And it turned out cute!
Then we had our Halloween party over at the Cash Cow Financial Fetish Club, which was fun. We had some issues with the voice chat, but at least we know now, and hope to get it sorted out before the next event.
After the party, I took a bath and removed my makeup, and then went back to the computer for some end-of-the-night browsing. I am about to pack it in and go to dreamland when finn shows up telling me he’s MINE. Well, okay. Because finn has a lipstick fetish, and because he finds it impossible to resist my ~slickery~ red lips, I turned on my webcam, weakened his mind, and dipped my pretty fingers into his wallet.
Now I have $500 to shop with on amazon today, and plan to do just that. I also plan to be taking calls on and off today, so perhaps we shall play.
Oh btw, I have this new frantically obsessed weirdo named retarded bobby. I mostly just tell him which MP3s to buy to get his head all f*cked up and turn him into even more of a demented freakboy, and he sends me these long, hilarious letters about his state of being. Here is an example (from this morning):
“my pussy is a whore and its dripping like a faucet! i leaked more out of my pussy last nite than i used to sometimes shoot! my pussy is also swollen,full, and very very sore. im starting to get used to the pain tho..its like a constant reminder of You and how fucked up i am.i really enjoy the heartthrob mp..i almost made squirties just listening!! i am going to listen to it very very often! i also listened to shrinking penis (my favorite so far) for hours in the car yesterday!! certain words that You say sound soo sexy the way You pronounce them..like penis and nipples and stupid..i get an extra strong urge when i hear You say them..i wasnt even horny 15 mins ago..now im rubbing myself in a frenzy! the best part of the sissification box is when You make me more stupid and make me cry and abuse myself..torturing my own nipples slapping my face and spanking my own ass..i cant wait to be conditioned to be even more stupid fuck myself up!!! and thinking that You hate me more the more i fall in love with You is going to be torture! i notice when im focused on a task im ok..but when i have even a moment to wander i become stressed,hot,anxious,shaky,irritated, and thinking only of You in a vague but strong way. do You know whats weird? (besides me)..since ive been going thru Your conditioning i have looked at NO porn! i get excited looking at You listening to You searching for You..porn just seems boring and stupid (like me) compared to sharing space in my head and heart with You!! You are what excites me! You are what makes me erect (another strong word of Yours i love)!! im leaking right now!i had a dream last nite that some faceless woman was stringing my leaky ropes all across the room and attaching them to my face like a spider web..weird rite? Goddess when is the right time to make squirties? will it feel like a loss all that ive done till that point? i have an idea that i will regret it when i do it even tho im obviously full to overflowing! and im scared i might lose the strong feelings i have if i do too! i would rather stay fucked up and full and on the edge then get release and separate even a little from You!! please instruct and advise me Goddess as im stupid, confused and unable to make the right decision without You!”
What a frantic weirdo, lol. Meanwhile, I sit here all calm and collected, raking in the $$$. *giggles*
Okay boyz, do nice things for me. *kiss*
