It’s interesting to me, how many boys ask me if this is my “full time gig.” Being a hypnodomme, humiliatrix, and fetish queen, that is. And for some reason, I am always a bit surprised that they don’t know already. I mean, yeah, aren’t I obviously successful enough? Why would I have a different, regular job when I make more than enough creating erotic art and dominating horny boys over the phone and internet? Yes, this is my full time gig, and it will be for the foreseeable future.
Above everything else, my audio files are my lifeblood. I put my soul into each one of them, as if each one is a full music album. And regardless of whether I am taking calls or getting tributes, there is always a steady trickle of MP3 purchases that financially sustain me. Many people say I am fortunate, or “lucky,” because of my job. And in part, that might be true. I mean, I was just born with some of the qualities that make this work for me, and life experiences beyond my control contributed to my growth in the right direction.
But it has also been a lot of work; not only throughout my life, as I studied design, and language, and sexuality, but as I spent year after year at home, making erotic hypnosis files and taking calls, creating websites and establishing my name. I had a strong drive to do this, so I have no regrets. But I definitely put my social life and other interests on the back burner as I focused on making a living through erotic work online. I’ve been doing this stuff for over a decade now, and I am at the point where I don’t have to do nearly as much as I used to in order to make a living. My work is well-known and enjoyed, so there are always customers buying my downloads and ready to spend $4.99 per minute for a phone session. Even random tributes are a regular occurrence. Money for nothing and my chicks for free.
I still put my all into phone sessions. And I come out with a new audio file maybe every few months, or longer. Because I have very high standards for what I put out there anymore, and every few months is generally the amount of time it takes to get the right idea brewing and become inspired enough to create something exceptional. There is still work to do, almost a bit every day. But a lot of it is marketing and keeping my fans and customers interested. Which is as much fun as it is “work.”
I’m forever grateful to those who have seen the quality in what I do, and who keep coming back for more. I mean, I know I am special, and I know that what I create is exceptional. But what would it all mean if nobody else saw it? Not much, especially since other people are the ones who make it possible for me to pay bills, travel, and enjoy life in the way that only financial currency makes possible. Sometimes I just want to shout out a huge “thank you” to everyone who loves my work. And so here it is. Thank you for making it possible for me to create, and to express myself. The darkest, most perverted parts of myself that society generally wouldn’t except are appreciated and understood by so many. Thanks for making it so I can be my own boss, answering to nobody, always feeling in control of my own path. Taking vacations whenever I like, sleeping in til whatever hour, and never worrying about how I am going to afford something I need or desire. You have good taste in erotic entertainment, and in Goddesses. Just know I appreciate it.