Hello, Mine Mooshks; it is I, the Amazing Goddess Lycia, in between naps. I feel like writing in my journal, which I used to do a lot more often. What’s stupid is that I feel I need to be overly careful about what I reveal about myself in my writing, due to unpleasant past experiences. When you are as Internet Famous as I, you really need to watch your back. There are jealous people, angry people, hateful people, and bored-as-hell-in-front-of-their-computer people. Criminals and Crazies. So I have this huge censor on my public expressions anymore. Nobody gets one hundred percent; sorry.
However, I feel very good this weekend, and plan to continue this relative happiness throughout the week, at the very least. I have some fun plans coming up, and dreams of an eventual and possible fresh life in a different location. I am not sure when or effing *how* I will relocate, but my plan is to haul Myself, my Items, and my Keetonz to a place where the grass is really, truly, and actually greener, within the next few years. Having this plan makes me happy. I just want to live in a town that inspires me, again.
Until then, I am having fun and slowly planning. I have been downsizing my stuff, like clothing, books, DVDs, CDs, and doo-dads. I’ve decided that, at this point in my life, I do not want too many “things.” I do want nice furniture and electronics; I want most of the things I own to be practical. And I want lots and lots of money, but not necessarily for Stuff to Be Acquired. I want to use my money for a) my own beautification, such as tattoos and salon visits, and b) travel to all kinds of places, luxury-style. Saving for a comfortable retirement is also up on the list. And there are/will be some “things” I want, but I don’t need to be bogged down by an overload of material items, at this point. One day, when I am married and settled down, I can surround myself with all kinds of pretty little things. But that’s not going to be for a while.
I am a tad annoyed at my recent lack of inspiration as far as making erotic MP3s goes. When I got back from Hawaii, I totally busted out with “Teasie Teasie” and “Mortification Fiend.” After that, my inspiration to record kind of dropped. On a positive note, I have been really into doing Femdom phone sessions, lately. I guess it is the interactive quality. Even though I do most of the talking during sessions, I like that the response to my words is both immediate and intimate. However, I’m sure that my inspiration to record and create a lasting (and somewhat affordable) erotic masterpiece for all will come full circle in the not-too-distant future. It just works like that, for me. I go through phone session phases, MP3 phases, fetish clip phases, adult web design phases, ebanned auction phases (of which I have two up, currently, btw). I just let it all happen organically.
Last night I played with finn a little, and managed $300 in tributes before I zonked out into a pleasant slumber. I enjoy playing with him. He never calls me on NiteFlirt or TalkSugar, but he watches my lipstick fetish and financial domination clips, and we text-chat on Yahoo. finn was actually one of my smoking fetish fans, from back when I smoked. I think he found me on YouTube, originally. One of the (many) awesome things about having quit smoking is that I see which of my smoking fetish fans really like Me for Me, and not Me for the Stick in my Mouth. Which reminds me; in about two and a half weeks it will be my one year anniversary of having quit smoking cigarettes. A Full Year. I *like* them apples.
Well, that’s all for now. Do things that make me Ridiculously Pleased. And check for my phone domination availability later on 😉