Goddess gave me an assignment to tell what I like about Her and what is sexy about Her.

Goddess is different than every woman I’ve met on-line, and pretty much all women I’ve met anywhere.

• Goddess is very creative. Not only is She creative musically, artfully, fashion-wise, and sexually themed, She creates new ways to think, and new art forms to admire. In a way, She is Human Art, and I could spend a lifetime studying Her.
• Goddess is smart. From a business point of view, you have to admire Her web presence. She does the correct things in marketing. Her “products” like videos and audios, are very high quality. She distributes them with timing to maximize their profit potential, and as tools to keep boys tuned. From a confidence point of view, boys like me wilt when She decides to turn up the burners. I’ve never even done a call with Her. I can’t imagine what a mess I’d be. I’m scared. She has what economists would call a “moat”. She does things, in such a way, that others cannot reproduce it. The quality of hypno, the lipstick fetish, the audio quality, the knowledge of fetishes and combing them together, Her vocal control, all of it is so remarkable and individualized that She has it all to Herself. She can’t be copied
• Goddess is really funny; She has no problem turning anything I say into a straight line to riff off.
• I rely on Goddess. I mean, it’s not like She has to hear my sad stories. I just rely on Her presence in my life. She’s gotten mad at me before, which I deserved. But She also knows I’m a whack. She takes the whole package and I appreciate it. I know money is in the mix, duh, but it goes beyond that. There’s money in every relationship I have. All I can tell You is I can count on Her to be interesting and stable and Goddess. I feel a loyalty to Her. An emotional loyalty.
• I love looking at Her. I love Her look. There is this look, where She tells You something that is important, or new, then sort of moves Her head slightly to profile and nods Her head a bit with raised eyebrow with this little smirk. I love it when She does that. I love the candids. I love the little vids. I love finding out what She is thinking, even if it’s just for a few seconds. I just can’t get enough of Her.

The things I think are sexy about Goddess.

• Where to start.
• Lipstick Fetish – Goddess has such sexy lips, and then to paint them up so erotically kills me. I can look at any picture of Her for the longest time, and just feel so engrossed in Her look. It’s the sexiest fetish imaginable, really, because as I look at Her sexy lipstick lips She is “looking at me”, which is more of an unspoken thrill…. like “I’m letting you perv on my succulent lips, and I’m watching You disintegrate right in front of me and there’s nothing you can do about it.” So hot.
• Goddess eyes – Her eyes are just absolutely gorgeous.
• Goddess make up – When She decides to go glamorous, it just makes me feel so small. She’s turned looking glamorous into a glamorous fetish. I can’t handle it when She decides to do that.
• Her voice. When She is instructional, I have to obey. When She decides to be sugary-demeaning and start with the cooing and the little moans I go out of my mind. When She asks those little softball easy questions in a mock serious way, knowing they are pushing my buttons, it’s so hot I can’t stand it. Also when She says the word “cock”. Whether She’s instructing us to suck it, or describing how big ones (versus ours) feel in various ways, I could just blow apart every time She says it.
• The themes Goddess uses in Her audios are so hot. The ideas. omg.
• Her dominant manner. Goddess is so confident, She will say or do things that just kill me just because of Her manner in expressing them. She is the only woman I ever met that enjoys changing me and getting me to feel the sexual thrill of what She envisions. Most women on-line just suck you in to paying for the chance to objectify them. Goddess creates this whole new thing and She’s the only one that knows it! (going back to the moat thing).
• Well, I have to stop sometime. I have fantasies, I have thoughts that are a result of knowing Goddess….they are all so hot.

El Fine’