Late at night again, and here I am, feeling chatty but not quite motivated in the ways I’d like to be. So I am doing this journaling thing again where I just kind of flow.
I posted this entry to my Wallet Domme blog, which is where I post some of my tributes of at least $500 that I’ve received from an individual submissive within the same day. That cummie, I tell you. He can be very generous, and he is always beyond polite when we interact. He also writes very well and has a good sense of humor. He is one of my online submissives that I enjoy the most. If only he could be more consistent with his service to me. I understand that some of the fetishes we engage in are not always within his zone of comfort, and other times he is really into those same fetishes. I understand that the mood has to be right. So I accept that he comes and goes, as many of them do, and I am always glad when he returns.
Another submissive, currently known as “luvlycia,” has been with me for many years. He also takes occasional breaks from serving me. When I think of all he has done for me over the years, it really adds up. I appreciate the tributes, the gifts, and the work he has put in to helping my business. But GOSH he can be the biggest flake sometimes. Like, promising things and forgetting about them, or procrastinating a bunch. And he isn’t really around for chat or play much anymore. Still, he is of service to me, and has earned a respectable standing in my stable because of all he has done for me since he found me several years ago. I hope at some point he can focus more consistently on his service to me, and understand how important it is to be on point with his performance.
Who else who else? Oh, “cumbeard,” formerly known as “chicken donkey” is a lot of fun to play with, and generous. We used to do humiliation calls on Niteflirt which were really hilarious for me, but at some point he stopped calling and wants to just do PTV mails. He says it is because of money, and yet he spends more on my PTVs than he would on a call. I think he is just really embarrassed about what a fool I make of him, and all those feelings are intensified when voices are involved. Right now he is working on getting a second job, and if he gets it he will hand his earnings from that job over to me. I am seriously prepared to take everything he makes there, along with a good chunk of what he makes at his primary place of employment.
Then there is “tommy the perverted car diddler,” who can be so much fun to humiliate. He tends to get freaked out at times, about his fetishes and the somewhat potentially dangerous games we play. But once he is calmed down and horny and submissive again, we pick up right where we left off. He has the most perverted-looking face in the world, especially for a relatively young guy. Once, we were trying to figure out why he has such a pervert-looking face. We decided that all his years of being a sexual weirdo just kind of rubbed off on his appearance. Despite being one of the most perverted weirdos in my stable, he is kind, and he obviously has a massive crush on me that makes me giggle SO MUCH.
I have more servants, subbies, slaves, and admirers who have been contributing to my lifestyle and training with my audio and video files, as well as a few regulars with whom I do Femdom phone sessions. I appreciate them all. As long as you are polite and as generous as possible, I am grateful. I may stick my foot so deeply into your mouth that you gag and choke and beg for air, but I like pretty much all of my online submissives. With the exception of one submissive I just blocked for the hundredth time, but whom I am sure will soon be begging me to allowed him back. He just gets too drunk too quickly, and plays games for which I have no patience. But when he spends, it’s good. Oh, and then there was another submissive who I was very excited about and had a great deal of faith in, and he basically disappeared when it came time to pay. Which is really nauseating, and reminds me not to believe anyone’s promises, ever.
Of course, the good far outweighs the bad in my job and lifestyle. I’m a lucky gal, and hope to be entertaining, arousing, and inspiring a worldwide audience for as long as I can.
And in other news, it’s almost February! February is MY MONTH, and this has been known year after year. I do not simply expect to be lavished in an abundance of financial tributes, but I expect CREATIVE gifts. I love poems, songs, and any kind of art that people create with me as their inspiration. I seriously feel so special when someone paints my portrait or draws me. Or when a blog is written about me, or a positive review of one of my files. I’ve had a few songs written for me, which I also love. Hell, I’ll take macaroni art, as long as it is truly inspired by the creator’s positive feelings about me. And as always, I like audio and video confessions, where my subbies confess their weirdo perversions and other humiliating experiences from their lives. Just keep your peenie in your panties if you send pics or videos. If I want to see your genitals, believe me, I’ll ask.
Anyway, I guess that’s good for now. Feel honored if you were mentioned. Shop my site, because really you need to hear every audio I’ve ever made and see every video I’ve ever made.
*kissies*