“There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.” ~Ernest Hemingway
That is why I haven’t worked on my memoir in like, a week. I was on such a roll, crap. I just haven’t felt like going there.
Today is #TributeTuesday. $300 from finnzie so far. Rolling my eyes at our Yahoo convo; kinda going in circles.
A Perfectly Painted Pout on your Lipstick Domme
Mesmerizing Silver Ringlets Framing My Doll Face
*kissies*
Happy #FemmeFataleFriday!
Here is my tribute page: Financial Domination
Send me money to further contribute to my decadent, luxurious, opulent lifestlye.
IMMEDIATELY.
*kissies*
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I figured I’d warm up for my nightly memoir writing with another journal entry. Also, I am trying to keep a balance between the images I post and my writing. It was getting kind of picture-heavy, so I deleted a couple images and am writing this.
Btw, did you click on the image above to see full size? I freaking love that pic. I took it today, along with several other selfies which I posted to my Instagram. For those who don’t know, Instagram is mostly a cell phone app. So you have to download the app and make an account, which is pretty easy. And then people post images or video with text. The images can be ones they took, or they can be pictures found on the internet. I have a mix of both for my Instagram.
Anyway, have the app so you can see my posts, and also so you can “like” my posts by pressing the little heart.
Does anyone else like to always have background music playing? I’m such a freak about that. Like, if music isn’t playing, I get a little anxious. Are you a freak like me, baby?
That reminds me, my boyfriend and I had sexual relations earlier. I love connecting with him like that; it’s exciting to be in love with the person you’re doing sex with, you know? It’s like a spiritual bonding experience, and just super hot.
Are there any cuckold fetishists reading this? The cuckold fetishists, for those not in the know, are people who like to know the woman they have a crush on, girlfriend, wife, or Mistress is fucking other men. The cuckold fetishist enjoys being denied by the object of his desire. It’s a form of emotional masochism, most of the time.
I admit that I like rubbing it in to my slaves and subbies, that I have a Real Man boyfriend who gets to do all kinds of sexy things with me that THEY will never experience. Because the crush they have on me is not requited *giggles*
Okay, I warmed up. Call me if you want, otherwise I’ll be reading and writing.
*kissy*
Hey mooshkas! Just going to write a bit to help myself get sleepy. It’s 4am here, and I don’t feel tired enough to sleep. But I have to wake up by 11am today. I have salon appointments each day for the rest of this week, and then a photo shoot that will span the entire weekend.
I haven’t been taking calls lately, or writing any scripts for audio files. I am lucky to make enough money from my already-made files selling each day. Plus, I have money slaves who tribute me daily. So it hasn’t been a necessity for me to work.
What I’ve mostly been doing is reading and writing. I am reading lots of memoirs, self-help books, and guides for writers. So far I have about 30k words written in my memoir, which I plan to work on until it is perfect enough to send to actual publishers. I’ve had my writing published before, and would rather get published by a reputable publishing company than self-publish, but I will self-publish if it comes down to that. I imagine I’ll be working on this book for a year or so.
I’m a bit apprehensive to have my memoir out there for my slaves and fans and haters and…everyone to read. It contains more depth and honesty about myself than I’ve ever presented online. There are lots of dark patches in my life that I just didn’t feel my online followers needed to know about. But in my memoir, I’m telling it all. How I became me.
Now I remember why I stopped writing for so long, when it used to be my dream to be a full-time, professional author. Because if I am writing about myself on a deep level, I have to go to some dark places, and it is not particularly comfortable. And then in editing, I have to visit all the same dark places over and over again. It’s just what happens when I get down to the nitty-gritty of all that my life has been. And I don’t want to keep my memoir surface-level.
Anyhow, my upcoming photo shoot will be a way for me to express myself in a more comfortable way; a welcome distraction. I can’t tell you what the theme will be, but I know it will sell tons. It’s going to be artistically beautiful and highly erotic.
Am I tired yet? Not quite tired enough. I’m going to read for a bit and hope to pass out soon. Maybe tonight I will take a call or two.
*multiple kissies*
I have such a makeup fetish. Lately, my particular makeup fetishes have been for lipstick, eye shadow (especially shiny), and skillfully painted acrylic fingernails. And I want all of my subbies to share my fetishes. So you also must have a makeup fetish. If you like makeup on yourself, like a crossdresser or sissy might, that’s great… I encourage it. If you simply like to look at makeup on me, and on other dominant women, then that’s super sexy, too. Makeup just needs to make you horny.
Now look at the picture above. See my shiny eye shadow and my dripping-with sex lips. Recall all the photos I post of my beautiful nails. All the different colors I use on my nails. The different shapes my nails have been. Keep thinking about these things, and rub between your legs. I am having you do this because I want you to associate my embellishments with sexual arousal. Whenever you see a new image of me, I will appear more beautiful than the time before. And every time you see my image, you will feel the need to GIVE to me spread throughout your body. Your need to serve me vibrates your penis.. It’s a craving that keeps growing, the more you try to resist it.
Your need to please me financially right this very instant moves down your arms and hands, all the way to your fingers, which have a dire need to click and spend on me.
http://www.lipstickdomme.com/servegoddess.html
Give in, horny penis. Stroke and give in.
Love my new mani. I should post all my manis to this journal from now on. I think I shall.
